Sunday, January 4, 2009



Happy New Year to my dear bloggie!!! =)
I have many New Year hope this year
hope everything will be successful
esp my ATCL
Yes,I believe i can do it


U see,i managed to take photo with Mr Ong
I'm sure i can do well in my exam too =)
Looking forward to Mr Ong's concert n master cls *o*

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2008 ends..
Happy memories.. :-

Zon Live Band Performance =)
2 Master classes by Mr Ong
NAFA students concert
Mr Ong n Jin Li's Duo Recital @ S'pore n Jotic
Sis went UK..(miss u lots..)
Penang trip..(laksa,'mi chiam kuih','apom' :p)
Ms Hau's christmas party
Yamaha Annual dinner
Class gathering


2009?
hope there will be more! =)



Friday, October 3, 2008

my mind was
in a mess
i'm tired of everything
need a break
gonna fall sick soon
haiz
hope everything will be in order asap


gtg
practise piano
shall end the short post with a pic..

it's beautiful, ain't it? =)

Thursday, October 2, 2008

1st of Oct,
11.10pm
sis had boarded on the plane at KLIA
which left for UK
the visa has finally got approved
no more obstacles
thank God
pray for
safety journey
and
obtain a first class honour degree
back home
woohoo
just received sis's phone call
from Amsterdam
the time there is 6am now
she's waiting for flight transit
heading to Cardiff
7 hours to go
for the next flight transit
gonna miss her
for one year
*0*

Thursday, September 25, 2008

i am totally lost
continuous reprimandsss by teacher
feeling moody
i've been showing
bad progress on my learning
why did it happen to me
not enough practise?
wrong way of practise?
hey you wake up
please
cant make teacher
felt disappointed
on me
oh god
i'm not stubborn
i'm not goin to make the mistake
purposely
but i just dont know
how to control
the dynamics n playing style
of the stupid Beethoven
too much of strength
will cause
a sharp tone
too less of strength
sorry man
no contrast at all
hey!how?
arghh
i'm slacking behind others
my Ginastera
rotten already
wat the hell am i doing
introspection needed
nvr felt so retarded n idiot
on my studies
or learning,whatever
I'M SUCH A IDIOT
damn

Friday, September 5, 2008

Adapt from http://musicstudents.blogspot.com/
by the violinist Yap Ling

Do you ever wonder or know :

  • How much each music note costs you if you don’t practice?
  • How much time and money you spend on your normal school as compare to your music lessons. Does it do justice?
  • Why others are learning so much faster than you? Ask them and compare the difference.
  • Since you are already making such an investment, why not trying your best to make it worthy? Why wasting your time and money?
  • Playing an instrument is not like other study where you can burn "mid-night torch" and still be able to get a good result. The playing is physical and your muscles need to be trained to be able to take control.
  • Lazy people always cannot find time and the busy one always have plenty of time. Why? Are the excuses really necessary?
  • If geniuses are born genius without hard work and sacrifices?
  • The more you like certain thing the more you spend time on it and is the same vice versa.
  • Students tend to do well if they have encouragement and support from their piers and especially their family.
  • Learning to play an instrument is like paddling the boat upstream against the current. Once you stop the boat will move backward because of the current. Well, that is what happened when you stop playing.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

yesterday
had ms hau's lesson
her piece of words
boost my courage
to fight for
the chance of
studying
MUSIC
hope everything
will be ok
although i knew
there was
only a glimpse of chance
but i'll try hard
to prove it
not to them only
but myself too

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

“音乐,尤其是古典的,就让很多人误解,要靠这个赚钱,很多人就认为根本不可能。但是,我说你们都错得太离谱了。现在是什么样的一个社会,很多艺术家都已经改变自己的脾气来迎合这个现实的都市。现在真的会有赚不了生活的艺术家吗?
现在的艺术家,音乐家,钢琴家,已经不一样了。当然,要到‘家’毕竟还有一段距离,而这段距离,绝对不是短的,也不是平坦的。但是如果你喜欢音乐,享受它,那还不容易到‘家’吗?最重要的是,理性分析自己要的是什么,坚持自己的理念,勇敢地迈向自己的梦想。
是谁不曾被说过练琴很吵?
是谁不曾被说过教琴没饭吃?
是谁不曾被说过教琴不稳定?
但是,是不是这样就放弃理想?然后一辈子都过着自己不喜欢的生活,做着自己不喜欢的工作,然后不出10年就开始厌倦,厌恶人生。
如果是这样,我宁愿开开心心的吃面包,也不要流着眼泪吃鱼翅。这不是艺术家的脾气,只是一个人对自己的责任,就是让自己开心。”
十分同意这篇部落,但有多少人明白?
不知道我能不能对自己负责?
我不想违背我所要的
我不想转科