i am totally lost

continuous reprimandsss by teacher

feeling moody

i've been showing

bad progress on my learning

why did it happen to me

not enough practise?

wrong way of practise?

hey you wake up
please

cant make teacher

felt disappointed

on me

oh god

i'm not stubborn

i'm not goin to make the mistake

purposely

but i just dont know

how to control

the dynamics n playing style

of the stupid Beethoven

too much of strength

will cause

a sharp tone

too less of strength

sorry man

no contrast at all

hey!how?

arghh

i'm slacking behind others

my Ginastera

rotten already

wat the hell am i doing

introspection needed

nvr felt so retarded n idiot

on my studies

or learning,whatever

I'M SUCH A IDIOT

damn