i am totally lost

continuous reprimandsss by teacher

feeling moody

i've been showing

bad progress on my learning

why did it happen to me

not enough practise?

wrong way of practise?

hey you wake up
please

cant make teacher

felt disappointed

on me

oh god

i'm not stubborn

i'm not goin to make the mistake

purposely

but i just dont know

how to control

the dynamics n playing style

of the stupid Beethoven

too much of strength

will cause

a sharp tone

too less of strength

sorry man

no contrast at all

hey!how?

arghh

i'm slacking behind others

my Ginastera

rotten already

wat the hell am i doing

introspection needed

nvr felt so retarded n idiot

on my studies

or learning,whatever

I'M SUCH A IDIOT

damn

Adapt from http://musicstudents.blogspot.com/
by the violinist Yap Ling

Do you ever wonder or know :

• How much each music note costs you if you don’t practice?
• How much time and money you spend on your normal school as compare to your music lessons. Does it do justice?
• Why others are learning so much faster than you? Ask them and compare the difference.
• Since you are already making such an investment, why not trying your best to make it worthy? Why wasting your time and money?
• Playing an instrument is not like other study where you can burn "mid-night torch" and still be able to get a good result. The playing is physical and your muscles need to be trained to be able to take control.
• Lazy people always cannot find time and the busy one always have plenty of time. Why? Are the excuses really necessary?
• If geniuses are born genius without hard work and sacrifices?
• The more you like certain thing the more you spend time on it and is the same vice versa.
• Students tend to do well if they have encouragement and support from their piers and especially their family.
• Learning to play an instrument is like paddling the boat upstream against the current. Once you stop the boat will move backward because of the current. Well, that is what happened when you stop playing.

yesterday

had ms hau's lesson

her piece of words

boost my courage

to fight for

the chance of

studying

MUSIC

hope everything

will be ok

although i knew

there was

only a glimpse of chance

but i'll try hard

to prove it

not to them only

but myself too